Friday, November 5, 2010

Have you ever felt that everything was right?

A weird nice feeling came over me tonight. It's a wonderful, yet rare feeling that not everyone gets to be in its engulfment. When you feel that the sky is so beautifully blue, the birds sings unexpectedly pleasant, the air is too fresh to not to breath in, the ground appeals you to step and walk on it, when you never want to care about what has happened or what's going to, and even a tiny blow of the wind can make you feel very good about yourself, then you'll know. You are actually IN LOVE...

Being in love is sometimes hurtful, but when you really find the extract of a little happiness in it, it outnumbered every hardships, suffering and heartbroken you have ever actually felt for loving somebody.

Since this blog of mine is about loving, I would be really glad to tell my beloved Lover that I LOVE YOU. I simply do. And I hope that in any possibilities or chances that it might happen, you feel the same way too. Which I think I know you do. "You're all I need my love, my valentine".

I love you for loving me.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I can tell that I’m in love.

Exam paper passed this morning, after me and my buddies were struggling quite hard for it. Later, on a somber evening, they were all gone. Some were at hometowns, while the rest were going out, loosening up the tense over the exam questions. But all I was doing was staying alone in my room, waiting for a phone call from someone I really want to hear a voice from. Right, waiting. My friends were hanging out, having fun, but not me, not this time. It was not really ‘me’ who I have known. Previous ‘me’ would never stay alone in an empty house. I would have gone out with some friends, seeking fun, draining all the joys I can find in life and finding things to kill the annoying time with. Trust me, it was just a short while ago.

Now I’d rather be spending time alone, waiting for my special one to call me, even when it led me to no where, that my phone was not even ringing. I was laughing at myself, that I look to my phone for so many times, annoyingly often, expecting sounds from it. Who would do that? Every five seconds, I would press a button; that I would be lighted on and there would be a message or missed calls from ‘you know who’. The crazy things I did, I did for so many times in a day. All because you know what.

------Now, if ‘you’ are reading this, you would know how dangerously in love I am with you. I know maybe it’s not even something big to be loved by just merely a regular guy like me. But I am outrageously grateful to love somebody like you.
I’m in love, and ALWAYS will be.------


Love You Sayang.